itsjustlove

changed;

2008-04-10T23:31:00.005+08:00

Private blog;

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as; i will be allowing friends to view now.

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2008-04-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

- 1st day of work.
- met xiner, chunyong outside my workplace.
- went marina aquare find dennis, went to wait for cynthia finish work.
- later trained back home.

love is starting ;

2008-04-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

woke up early, prepared. uncle fetched us to bishan, met up with father's side one. went to pray. later i & sister trained back to cck. i went back home while she went to find her friends. reached home, onlined. den later i went to lotone to meet jiahao. slacked at the bluez, arcade. saw kenneth " dumb entertainer" (: slacked. talked with ahjon at the bluez. talked quite long den later 8 plus, jiahao send me to take bus. i bused down to jurong kechil. find roger, later his friend came. talked, ate. den alter he drove his bike and send me to the nearest bus stop while he went back to hostel. later, i bused back home :D

I''m letting go all.

2008-04-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

I woke up; onlined. & went to prepared and met xiner at cck.inter; we bused down to town. walked; slacked. then later dined our lunch at taka. ate, cabbed over to arongkorn's place. junyog & weijie was there. i was watching tv. till the 9 pm show halfway. they need to left to work. so i and xiner walked over to his house nearby to watch. laughs; watched. bused back to cck. slacked outside lotone exit. cynthia & weijie came. that weijie didn't tell us he's meeting her. -.- slacked, talked till 12 plus. bought my daily's then i walked home :D

Ps: I don't need you anymore ; (:

Xiner's & mine. laughs (:

I know; you won't care.

2008-04-03T22:49:00.005+08:00

i've thought throught these 2 days;

i know who are the one who is willing to care

while some ; just dont even care.

I stayed at home; watching korean dramas, online & everything. till evening. acc mum to central. later on, i left to meet xiner. bought my daily's den later went lotone slacked outside exit. talked; went to buy my stuffs for nails. had a stick. we left to buy food. den went to my house my 9pm show :D later, we went down to slacked. den i went home; (:

Please; i'm waiting.

2008-04-02T22:48:00.007+08:00

I know you will call, i'm waiting.

Woke up; ate & then went onlined. later, i recieved a call for interview, so i went to prepare; den train down to city hall, walking the same path, the woman approched me again for freelance model. i didn't went for the last time. i guessed i wont be going. later i went for the interview; pay was okay; but the places of their shops was far -.- ; later i wet to marina square & find cynthia; went to smke with her; acc her to buy her lunch, den i went to buy a spag from mango. later i trained back to cck. met connie, pohyi, shihui, michelle & xiner. since so long i saw these noobs already; laughs :D talked; slacked later; i, xiner & connie. went up to connie house & slacked. later at 8 plus went down to lotone, walked, slacked outside exit den wet off to buy foods & went up her house for 9pm show :D later left her house. saw yanting & co. slacked den went home :D

i realised, you don't even care.

2008-04-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday night; i met korn at my house downstairs; slacked at lam soon awhile, den went sunshine to acc him for his dinner. ate, den walked back to lamsoon. met xiner there, yunfeng & co was there also. talked, slacked awhile. den three of us went up to my house for 9pm show ^^ talked, slacked. den later they went back. (:

today; i woke up; prepared. den i went to meet cynthia; trained down to city hall, i went to school while she went to work. lols; reached school. learned night make-up today. was slack; later 12 plus; i'm released ^^ den jin help me with my nails :D later, i train back home. ^^

i need to say;

2008-03-31T13:47:00.003+08:00

I LOVE DEAREST ;

The lil tight hug you gave, everytime you sleep beside me.

I regretted, i shouldn't have letting you go TWICE.

& now i came back to you. i know i won't regret.

it's my life choice; & i've decided to stick with you.

you promised me, you will love, care & pamper me like those days.

PS: 1.5K __

Early in the morning, had a stick.

later on, i felt dizziness, & nearly faint.

& i feel so weak now. __

I love you more & more.

2008-03-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

early in the morning; i got up and prepared. headed to lotone to get my eyelashes glue. den went to mrt station to meet jave. we trained down to city hall. went suntec for my interview, wed i need to go for 2nd interview. i hope i can get the job then. later, we dined at hongkong cafe; the pork floss egg rice; *thumbs up :D walked around marina square, slacked. den latr i train down to vivo to meet B, mingzhou, chenpeng, laoshu & jiexin. walked, slacked. later bused back to panjang. slacked -.- ; den went over to b's place. watched tv. later around 11 plus; i cabbed over to junyong's relative funeral, cynthia, weijie & co was there. awhile later i cabbed home.

i felt your care & concern today ; (:

you don't know how i felt.

2008-03-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

woke up; onlined. then went to prepare. cynthia & xiner came to my house . awhile later, we cabbed down to lot one, as it's raining. laughs; met chunyong at lotone. walked; den later bused down to town. walked, slacked. den evening cynthia & xiner went home to celebrate their brother birthday; laughs. den i and chunyong walked around. bought another mango top. ;D went to have our dinner. later on bused back to lotone. slacked outside exit. malcolm, jialing & co was there. den cynthia & xiner came. after that; went to 3 head find jialing & co. talked. den i walked home.

My hair totally sucks. should i extend again ?

i'll wait;

2008-03-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 8; den got myself and prepared. trained down to farrer park another branch of tamaris ; met jin. she's taking her exam today. den i helped her to be her facial & make up model. heh; (: den reached. the shop haven open yet, den we went over to jin house, nearby there. slacked; den 11 plus went down. exam started. was funny actually :D ended. slacked at the salon awhile. den jin sent me over to the mrt station. den i went back to cck and met xiner. slacked at the exit there; den went home after that. onlined; ate dinner then i cabbed over to B's house. watched tv, slept awhile. 11 plus cabbed back home :D

It doesn't matter now.

2008-03-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

I went to school as normal, reached school. practice my day make up once. den i can go. (: done; i slacked inside school till 1 like that, i left back to cck. went to the bank first. den met cynthia there. later we cabbed down to 253; took off my extentions; den do my hair. until 7; den later walked to sunshine palce, met xiner. den eat our dinner. ate; we slacked under a block. 8 plus we went back to my house. watched tv, later on they went back home.

ps : I need a $1500 to do my stuffs;

who is nicest dude willing to give me. laughs.

i loathed you alot _|_

2008-03-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

I think there's nothing much for I & YOU .

Around 5 plus; i met cynthia at cck control. we went off to p.plaza. bought her father's birthday cake. den we dined at wang's cafe :D slacked. walked up & down. later 6 plus. we went home. later on, i cabbed to cheers taxi stand there, fetched cynthia, den we went off to jurong enter. met up with; weijie, mao, junyong & co. watched movie. later on, everyone we back home. while i, cynthia, weijie & junyong took train back to cck. junyong left. then 3 of us went 302 to have our late dinner. aftethat, both of them send me home :D

2008-03-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

LAUGHS; FINALLY FINALLY. (:

YOU'RE JUST A LIAR, BASTARD.

CLAIM THAT YOU DIDN'T LIE . WTF -.-

EH ! YOU CAN BLUFF UNTIL OTHER PEOPLE,

BUT YOU CAN'T BLUFF UNTILL VANESSA ONE LEHS ! :D

Met xiner at lotone; saw melvyn & co outside the exit; later on. we met euroy at the taxi stand. den we cabbed down to timah. played few rounds of pool. den we left. both of us, cabbed down to causeway. met cynthia, weijie & co . slacked den watched movie. 11 plus; took train home.

EH; GO HONG ALRIGHTS ?!

2008-03-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

From now on, you hong or whatever.
it's not my fcuking problem anymore ;
cause now this doesn't concern about me :D

Good friday;
i stayed at home whole day; be a jesus good child :D
mummy cook maggie mee with abalone ; laughs (:

today;

woke up ; onlined. den 5 plus went to meet cynthia & xiner at the same bus-stop we meet everytime. met, cabbed to timah (: went to the basement, played a round of pool. den slacked with the staffs there. talked; den edgar & chris came. later on, junyong, arongkorn came. slacked. den three of us went off jurong west with cynthia & xiner mum & dad. went to jurong the sin tua there. ate with their mum's side. laughs; ate . den cabbed back home ^^

It's hard to decide;

2008-03-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday;

i trained down to city hall for school. was a relax one. lols; i left around 1 plus. later i met arongkorn at my school there. den walked to marina square, dined at yuki yaki :D den later cabbed down to west coast. played few rounds of pool, den later we went to lan-gaming. later on, we cabbed to his place. junyong, cynthia, weijie, jason & bageh came afterwards. they played mahjong while i and cynthia, watching tv, played psp, used com. laughs :D later, everyone went to eat. ate, i, cynthia & weijie cabbed home.

ps : i had to say the truth ; sorry.

fried ice-cream; * thumbs up :D

Today;

went school per-normal. i left around 1 plus, waited for the cynthia. met her at marina square. on the way there, someone approached me for freelance model. -.- she will'be calling me up this saturday; laughs , den went for 2nd interview for job at reev; i guessed we got that job. later on, we dined at swensens :D talked, ate. den later we went suntec. slacked; den after that we trained back to cck. both of us went home. reached home, get myself prepared. cabbed over to B's house; jiexin came afterwards. talked, slacked, watched tv. lols ; i left at 11 plus. cabbed back home.

should i forgive & forget ?

2008-03-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

D ; it's not about what sniff glue thing. you know, i'm not going to mention here.

seriously, i'm damn dissapointed. i actually can't belive it, i trusted you always

i didn't even un-trusted you before okay. but now. no words can describe.

You're such a dissapointment;

woke up, prepared. trained down to city hall for school. lols; practice my day make-up at another model.. done; den washed, clear up. den ah-ca, says she going to do medicure for me tomorrow at class. laughs ^^ den i punched card. den i waited for klaiz "da shao ye" :D then later, we walked to marina square, had my lunch over there. den talked alot alot. den walked to suntec. slacked outside. talked; laughs. later i trained to gombak & find cynthia & xiner, while he trained back to dhoby ghaut to find kershaw. reached, waited for them. suddenly saw arongkorn. concidence uh ; ^^ later. we went mac to slacked, weekwan came after wards, talked, smke. den later weekwan left. 8 plus, junyong, weijie & co came. slacked. later cabbed down to 2 head with them, yiliang, mao everyone was there. 11 plus, i, cynthia & xiner cabbed home :D

Maybe ;

2008-03-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

Brother, i really dont know why you have to do this;

i woke up around 1 plus. prepared, den cabbed over to B's house. he waited for me at his house downstairs. den we went up; he surprised my with doughnuts & cigg. ^^ a while later, chenpeng, mingzhou & jonathan came. :D slacked. that mingzhou damn horny bodoh. laughs :D slacked till 7 plus, they went off, while i stayed at his house till 10 plus, then i cabbed over to my house 7-11 there, bought foods den walked home :D

you will be back, i will be waiting.

2008-03-16T01:15:00.009+08:00

Brother, i'm so so so dissapointed that what you've done.

Things are left undone;

Things are left unsaid

Edited;

saturday & sunday

woke up around 2 plus. onlined; den 6 plus met cynthia & xiner. cabbed down to timah. went to find brothers, wilson & co :D played pool wih them. later on, wilson & co left. closed table. we went to have mac; cynthia left to meet jie. den 4 of us, cabbed down to liambang to find yunfeng & co :D slacked. later bought volka's den bused home. xiner, chunyong & dennis. they are at my house now. cynthia coming later on ^^

In the middle of the night, i cooked maggie for them . laughs; later on weijie brought cynthia up. & he left. den we slacked. chuyong left home. slept till 2 plus today. we cooked and eat. (: den later slacked. den dennis left. later 4 plus, i went down with cynthia & xiner. we left back home. i was at my house nearby there smking. den i left back home. i'm meeting arongkorn later :D

prepared, den met arngkorn at my house downstairs. slacked; he bought me fries :D thanks; later, he sugested to go limbang for lan-gaming. so we cabbed down there. den met cynthia & xiner there. slacked. den played viwawa, audition. later cynthia & xiner left. played, smke. den acc arongkorn to mac to have his dinner/supper ? laughs . den slacked outside mac. then cabbed back home after that.

I love sister & brother :DDD

2008-03-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

You and I walk beside each other day after day.
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say.
My life would be so empty,with nothing left to feel,
If you didn't love me.

i woke up at 9 plus. prepared. then met winstone at jurong mrt platform. on the way to meet him. i saw peilin. laughs ; (: met him. he fetched me to school. reached city hall , had a stick. den i went off to school. today school was slacking. i helped jin to make her portfoilo;a while more. done; laughs. i'm slacking in school. ^^ 2 plus. i left. i waited for cynthia & xiner at city hall. met them. walked down to marina square. walked, ate. den watched " The Leap Years" rated 10/10 definetly :D it's touching of cause. ^^ watched. brothers are waiting for us at arcade. played pool. den later. slacked outside mac. till 11 plus, chunyong sent me home :D

Tell me, if you want to.

2008-03-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

It's easier to let go now then.

I woke up at 1 plus, washed my face. i went back to sleep again. laughs. i only got up at 5 plus. prepared met cynthia & xiner at e bus-stop. bused down to timah. went basement, talk cock with those people there. played 3 rounds of pool free. later on, junyong & weijie came. they played billard. played, euroy was there also, played with him. den 9 plus we went off. slacked outside basement. saw jason & co . lol (: later on, we went opp. to eat. ate, den later cabbed back home.

Ps: IF YOU GET TO SEE THIS, ALL ARE MISUNDERSTANDING AT TIMAH ! :D

it will gone , i'm telling myself

2008-03-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

如果是真的就别回来了；

Yesterday;

woke up at 9 plus, prepared. trained down to city hall for school (: after a stick of cigg, went to school. had theory. less than 0130 hour. i can go . laughs (: i trained back to cck. went back home. had a nap; evening. i met xiner at lotone. went up to the bluez. slacked over there. talked; den went to exit. after i stick. we bused down to teck whye. met jialing & co. i and xiner bused back to my house. bought alcohol . drank, helped to take out her extentions. slacked. 12 plus she went home.

力气要给钱的! (:

Today;

woke up 9 plus, prepared. trained to city hall as usual. did a day make-up for jin. as i'm doing my portfolio today. done everything. den went to the hairstyling section, talked with evonne :D later on, punched card. went off to meet arongkorn. laughs; went raffles city, walked; den later cabbed down to marina square. dined at hongkong cafe :D ate. acc him to arcade. laughs. after that went to suntec food exibition. lols ate, slacked. later on, brothers & sisters came. went back marina square, slacked. played pool. i won everyone, except for that TohChunYong *&^%$#@! later went esplanade; waited for arongkorn to eat. den i, arongkorn, xiner & cynthia cabbed to timah,while arongkorn went back home first. met him, cabbed to sandy's house. weikwan, yiliang, mao was all there. watched tv, slacked. 1 plus went home :D

i'm letting go instead;

2008-03-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes , i tried. but failed . But now i know i can do it .

you lied , lied & lied. there's no more reason why shouldn't i hate you.

once & once forgave you, but i dont see why should i now .

11 plus woke up. onlined, viwawa a little while. den 1 plus met a buyer at cck. finally i got my guess rhinestone tee . laughs; later on i slacked at lot one awhile den bused home. reached home. onlined; later 5 plus. tide drove down to my house downstairs with winstone & garry. den we went to tide house. waited for him to changed and everything. den we went timah to eat. ate, den went nature park. laughs. went round & round den later he fetched winstone & garry to jurong point. den later he fetched me to lot one. thanks (: met cynthia & xiner there. dennis came later. slacked outside exit, with jialing, malcolm & co . (: later went food court with sisters, brother, jialing & grace. ate. den slacked. 10 plus i bused home : DDD

should i forgive ?

2008-03-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

You just don't know how i feel.

stayed at home till evening. played viwawa whole day. laughs (: evening, went to ate at grandmother's place. it's has been 2345678623 days i went batok 5 head already. lols ; 8 plus went home (: viwawa later on ^^

ps: Cutecute is going to get me the gucci hp strap & a LV bag from hongkong ^^

Yesterday & today one :D

SISSTER :D

2008-03-09T12:24:00.002+08:00

"This post is specially for you" :D

Sister, i know you don't want to study too. But if it's like that, my choice for you is to study first alrights? if it's your mum decision let you to take courses outside. go ahead then :D i'll be there for you always, always ^^ as you are the sister who will be there always. i know. so, dont think too much alrights ? (: discuss with your mum & dad first before you make a decision. i know your mum doesn't want to study anymore. laughs, as she want you to take coursEs outside. but real thing is your own decision. ya ? ^^ so don't think to much while everytime you just sat down. okay ? LOVEEEEEE :D

Those hateness;

2008-03-08T12:53:00.001+08:00

I know i won't be yours anymore.

i won't wait neither there's any love for you.
Those hateness shall be there always.

don't ask me why. you just a bastard, bastard.

Woke up, onlined then prepared. went lot one to find jiahao, jiancai & co; :D slacked at b1 exit. saw jeremiah, hafiz. ^^ slacked. jiacai was kind to send me to mrt control station, while i'm meeting cynthia & xiner. bused down to town. walked, slacked, smke. den later on 8 plus cabbed back to lotone, saw jialing & co. slacked. 10 plus, trained down to jurong enter. met arongkorn & co. watched 10,000 BC . rated "8/10" was quite touching actually. ^^ later on 1 plus, slacked. den cabbed back home .

i know what to do already.

2008-03-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

There's nothing much i could say/ do.

but suddenly, i hate you to core.

they way you treated me was too unreasonable. _l_

Morning, 11 plus. went back to secondary school with mum. met vice-principal & Dm . talked; they let me to think twice for one more week. talked, i, eleanor & mum cabbed to westmall. ate, walked den cabbed back home. ^^ reached home, onlined, had a nap. 6 plus, i went off to meet xiner & cynthia. " sorry alrights i made you both waited" (: bused down to timah. ate, then walked to arongkorn house. weijie, junyong, edgar & alison arrived. played with his brother, den watched tv. later i watched them playing mahjong. till 12 plus. three of us cabbed back home.

fucker ; !

2008-03-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

&& lastly connie says she miss me . laughs (:

Morning, woke up. onlined & everything. prepared, went to central bought my cigg, den bused down cynthia house. reached her place. surprisingly xiner didn't go to school. lols; talked to her mum, was funny actually. lol (: later, we went limbang. ate, xiner trimmed her hair, den cabbed to imm, while cynthia went to jie house. i and xiner slacked at imm, walked, smke. den later din-ed at adersen's (: . later on , met junyong & arongkorn. later, jie & cynthia arrived. slacked at the exit. they went to work, while went to "buy" stuffs ^^ met them again, slacked. 11 plus edgar came. slacked a while more. cynthia, xiner & me went off. cabbed back home . (:

undone ;

2008-03-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

You should know i've been loving you for long.

woke up & prepared for school. trained down to city hall. i've my psp & mp3 to acc me throughout the journey. laughs; reached school. abit of theory, i help my classmate to make her portfoilo. (: till 5 plus. i left school. actually meeting xiner & co at novena in the end. i trained back to cck to find cynthia, weijie & yiliang. later had something happen. then i & cynthia cabbed to timah. den weijie & yiliang meet us there. on the way there the taxi driver speed the car. i & cynthia tio stunned. laughs. reached. den met them, went up arongkorn house. junyong was there; they played mahjong. -.- i watched tv, played psp. slacked. 12 plus cabbed home :D

so unresonable

2008-03-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Saying in a nicest way ; if don't like me or what so ever.
why can't you let me know ? & you told someone not to be with us ?
yah, what so ever. friends are better than enemy :D

woke up. onlined; then audi-ing :D stayed at home till 7 plus, prepared and went off to meet chunyong at lotone. actually meeting dennis also. but he went town with his mum; _l_ went lotone get my foundation. den xiner & jialing came and find us. ate my dinner; slacked outside exit. saw malcolm talked awhile, den left back home. chunyong was so nice and acc me home :D thanks uh brother ^^

(: (: (:

2008-03-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

"WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT WHWT "

woke up, prepared. went to buy ciggs & everything. trained down to city hall. first day of school. (: smke, went in. waited for trainer to come. 3 plus. learned & everything. 5 plus, met winstone. he fetch me back to jurong east. i left to meet cynthia, yiliang & weijie. went jurong enter. ate, junyong & xiner came after that. slacked; then watched The eye : rated " 6/10 . some sence was funny. don't know why. lols (: later, smke. den trained back to cck. den i walked home :D another lesson on wednesday ^^

laughs;

2008-03-02T02:56:00.004+08:00

Everything is so hard to explain now.

yesterday & today;

10 plus, went to cityhall with mummy & sister. registered my new course. then later went marina square. bought my stuffs. den stayed there quite awhile. later on, trained back to cck. went lot one, waiting for dennis & chunyong. saw jiancai there. (: went up to arcade, later on. filled up, den cabbed down to panjang plaza. bought my bag there, den bused down to town :DD walked; met cynthia & xiner at town. walked, bought our stuffs. den went heeren then cine. later on 11 plus, ate at lucky plaza. slacked there. everyone doing stupid stuns, that everyone looking at us. lols; den later took a last train back to kiranji, den cabbed back to cck. cynthia went to find jie, while xiner is at my house now :D laughs; 7 plus in the morning, cynthia came back from jie house. we slept till 1 plus, went down to 7-11 bought food, slacked at my house downstairs, ate & smke ; later on, went up talked, then they left back home :D i played audi, den later. slept till 6 plus. * that winstone woke me up ): LOL ; && i'm starting my new school tomorrow. (:

it has changed to hateness;

2008-02-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

i know, i won't wait for ur msges again,

as you have your own girl to msg with. _l_

Woke up, audi-ing. (: prepared and meet cynthia.chew :D she was so nice, as she came to my house downstairs and meet me ^^ ; walked down to interchange. saw connie (: den later, both of us trained town to queensway, re-extend my hair. and that cynthia went to bryan's shop and disiao him; laughs. later on. cabbed down to town. walked, we dined at hongkong cafe :D slacked. walked down to far east. awhile more, bused back to cck. met jiancai, fill up at exit. slacked. cynthia went to find jie, while xiner and jialing came, slacked outside exit till 11 plus, i walked home.

fcuk;

2008-02-29T00:37:00.004+08:00

i'm waiting for your messages, but none of it was yours.

maybe, i shouldn't be waiting. i know we are apart. but,

you still know; go ahead with your life then. take care. ;

11 plus, onlined. vice-principal called again. i said i've decided to withdrawl from school. i know it's kind of wasted. but no point studying in those enviroment -.- ; called the beauty school. i'm going on saturday for application and everything :D 5 plus, i went to meet xiner. went lotone, den bused down to cck cc. slacked; malcolm & co was there. den later cabbed down to jialing's place. slacked at her room. lols; i trimmed my hair again ^^ laughs. went down her place for dinner. then later cabbed to lotone. slacked, find malcolm & co at arcade. later slacked outside exit. 11 plus went home. (:

Cynthia Sister;

without me in school, i know it's different. try to adapt it alrights ? i know i'm sorry.

but at least, you remember ! vanessa will be always beside you no matter what :D

i know i've changed alot alot alot, but sistership between you & me won't change.

So, there's nothing to be sad about alrights ? love love love love you x 1000000 :D

- i know & i've decided

2008-02-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

I've know i hurt you alot of times, i know.
but accept the facts would be better right?
so, for what i know, friends will be better.
sorry; i've thought through yesterday night.
even i'm with you, i still can't forget him.
there's no point exactly. even if you keep waiting,
for i know now there will be a false hope.

10plus, woke up. onlined, fill up. vice-principal called me. had a talk with him on phone. should i think twice, or just take courses from outside ? i don't know. later. audi-ing :D 4 plus, slept. den woke up. prepared. met jialing at lotone. malcolm, rayhan & co was there. slacked, talked. later 10 plus; walked home.

He say : if he see me in school from tomorrow onwards,

he will punch me on my nose. LOL;

I say : you don't want me to go school anymore right ?

He say : is you give up one, not me. _l_

i had to leave;

2008-02-27T00:07:00.005+08:00

Although i left, 5 of you will be still my beloved sisters alrights ?
I know you guys don't want me to leave, but i made a choice.
so, sorry alrights ? (:

morning woke up, onlined. 3 plus, met xiner. that dumb didn't attend school today -.- ; bused down to polyclinic, waited for xiner consult a doctor. damn long okay ! _l_ winstone & garry was there also; after that went teck whye temple met jialing. slacked. awhile later, cabbed to jialing place. i & xiner went to eat first, while jialing went home to prepare, ate. went up to her house. slacked; trimed my fringe, jialing helped me. ^^ LOL ; 6 plus, walked to plaza, print photos & everything. cabbed down to Imm find junyong, weijie & co. ate; den slacked outside imm, till 11 plus. den later cabbed home :D

LOL;

but i have too;

2008-02-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

i have to say; i'm quitting already. seriously;

although all of you asked me not too. but, it's my decision.

so sisters & brothers, take care of yourselves alrights ?

i've know i made you guys upset. sorry;

Saturday;

i woke up early in the morning, jialing & dennis was still sleeping ; played audition, filling up. while waiting for both of them to wake up. they woke up; talked, fill up. den 12 plus, dennis cycled to sunshine and help us buy our lunch :D ate, slacked awhile. jialing went off first, while dennis & i was preparing to meet chunyong, xiner & cynthia. thought of going town, in the end went timah, went lotone first. slacked, den bused down to timah. played rounds of pool; later bued back to lotone; met guangrui and guanxiong. watch L change the world again; _l_ but dennis treated me :D lols; was sleeping throughout the movie. LOL ^^ later went down to fill up; den dennis and chunyong came to my house awhile then they left. (:

Sunday;

woke up, prepared. met sisters & brothers at cck; i met a trader. then late, i went lotone. slacked. talked with jiahao & co behind food junction while filling up. :D later awhile i went off to home; played audition :D lols; later jiancai called me, i went down to meet him. melvin was there also; slacked at a void-deck. quite a while; 8 plus; both of them accompany me to my house downstairs, while they left to lotone :D

Today;

Winstone Ho Wei Tat !

Don't tell me xiner's picture you also want save hor ! laughs :D

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO CHEWXINER :D

although i know sometimes/everytime i've made you angry or what,

you will still tell me nicely, so now & then, i'll treat you nicely, alrights?

I LOVE CHEWXINER :DD

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School started like fuck; signed my yellow card, Mr T.H.S asked me how ? i said i've decided. then later i was doing nothing for whole day in school. english class, was been ask to get out from com lab; _l_ then, recess time Mrs.wong came to talk to me. den i went down to find cynthia & co. :D ate. den went back to class; till 3 plus. Mrs.liam came and find me for counselling; nbcb ! went to her room. asked me questions, den 4 plus, i left to sign my yellow card again. den met brother & sisters outside school. went 143 bought dinner; den left back home, reached home mum was funny; (: lols, she kept saying "TST" thing, finally finally she knows how he's like already :D lovee lovee ! ^^

went home, onlined. den prepared met xiner & jialing at teck whye temple. slacked quite awhile then cabbed off to lotone; met dennis & chuyong. arcade; den xiner & jialing went to exit to wait for us; we collected the cake, i bought flowers for xiner (: den went exit find them, walked down to connie's house void-deck and cut the cake. ate & filled up. 10 plus everyone went home. :D

Sorry;

2008-02-22T19:26:00.005+08:00

*edited;

Sisters & classmates, sorry.
I know i've made you guys cry, sad or what, asked me not too.
but i've made this decision. so yah, there's nothing to be sad about.
you guys study hard okay ? LOVEEE !

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

Attend school today, morning mr.lim caught my attire and he just shouted at me infront of the whole school. _l_ meikiang shouted at him also. laughs, he asked me report to him after school, den later i went to report to mr.tan. den later went back class, went com lab. did a quick compo, teacher praises me :D laughs. den later common test. done. science lesson, he gave out the common test paper. flunked; 12.5/50 lols; recess time, i went out of my class. saw my father. nbcb; that fcuking form teacher ! went in room with both mr.tan. talked about the case, den later i shouted back to my form teacher. laughs ! ^^ den DM brought me to the office and talk to me nicely. lols; den later my father went back to work. don't know what jiaowei my form teacher say to my father. fuck. den i pack my bag, to the office, and sit till 1230. maco, marcus & chenghan came afterwards. talked. den signed my card, i left to meet xiner, weijie & cynthia* never come school one ! (: den later slacked at voiddeck, den cabbed back home.later evening, cynthia came to my house and find me, den watched tv. 10 plus went down to 7-11 bought food, den fill up. waiting for xiner and jialing to come over. later they slacked at ny house downstairs. while i went home first. dennis came also. den everyone came up. slacked; den later we went down to fill up. malcolm and rayhan was there also. later cynthia and xiner left, while jialing and dennis came to my house. (:

school life sucks;

2008-02-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

WHWT's :D

school today, went lower sec canteen. actually was settling some stuffs with jocelyn, but she didn;t turn up. so slack at the canteen with gabriel, malcolm they all. then later walk together for assembly. den on the way to my class there, mr. ezra told me, mr tan want to see you. lols -.- den after asssembly find mr.tan with chude, waited for so long he says, after school go find him _l_ den went back to class for english lesson, whole period talking with benny. (: den had EOA common test. confirm fail (: den lessons going on. had assembly at hall, sec 4 & 5's for inventure thingy, sat there slacked. den stayed back for spot test. lols went to find mr.tan but was nowhere found, so i & cynthia left to block 8 & find xiner , den went teck whye 145. awhile went temple there find jialing. filled up & everything. went to basket ball court. saw alvina (: den later, we went home. prepared, met garry at lotone. walked rounds of lot one, slacked. den cynthia & xiner arrived. den awhile later, garry went off. slacked. den jialing came over. went the bluez talk cok with staffs there, den went to arcade and slack. later fill up. cabbed back home. dicussed with mum & dad with school stuffs.

so should i ?

2008-02-18T23:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday;

3 plus, went off to lot one. met cynthia & xiner. slacked. den went arcade, slack. lols; den went ajisen to have early dinner; (: lols; den went down, met dennis and chunyong came after a while :D then, went to acc dennis & chunyong to have mac. den weijie & arongkorn came. 6 plus, waited for uncle car to come, went cck stadium there to have dinner. thought garry will be working there, but he didn't work today -.- lols; ate, den went back lot one find them, junyong was there also. slacked at the exit. 10 plus went home :D

Today;

had common test today, science & english. science; we kept copying copying; plus guangrui's action damn funny, makes the whole class laugh; (: den last period went D&T; was late, with connie, pohyi & cynthia, teacher scolded us. den was sent the another D&T room, some trachers was there, talked with them. lols (: den slacked down there. gossip gossip :D den finish, actually went to find Dm with that chude, in the end, we run away :D den met cynthia & xiner at block 8; slacked, dennis & chunyong came. bused down to lot one; den bought tickets for movie & went home; prepared went down lot one again. lols (: watched; nicee okay ! :D den went exit there slacked awhile, ate long john. den went home, on the way home, my neighbour was drunk. he gave those lan jiao pervert look; fcuk. scolded me, spitted saliva on the floor. nbcb _l_

realised;

2008-02-16T23:23:00.005+08:00

- I know things going to be very hard.

Woke up, onlined. prepared & everything. left to connie's place. waiting for her to get prepared. den went to interchange to meet dennis. bused down to town, met chunyong there. (: walked. awhile later, cynthia & xiner arrived. xiner gave me a cookie monster cookie :D den we left to had our dinner; after that connie left. lols; was at wistma; later went to had a stick before we left to far east (: fcuking boring. lols; later 9 plus, i cabbed down to parklane to find winstone, while the rest left back to cck. slacked there awhile den cabbed to jp. slack, fill up, slack, fill up. den met benny there also; ^^ later; at 12. watched movie with benny, winstone & one of their friend. that movie sucks okay. lols ^^ after that 2 plus, slacked awhile outside 7-11. then, benny wanted to buy cigg, den can't buy. so i try to help him; lols. went in, said, she take the cigg already, i thought can pass. nb, suddenly she ask,: ic ? laughs; den later awhile i cabbed back home.

dumb; idiot (:

2008-02-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

I know why; i've got an answer.

But, i know i won't love you again :D

HAPPY VALENTINE :D

YESTERDAY;

didn't attend school again; lol. onlined. prepared. met winstone at jp :D saw benny good friend also. ^^ slacked; den watched cj7 with winstone & co. after movie arongkorn came to find me; went down to buy benjamin's present,then cabbed down to town. arongkorn alight at cine, while i alight at taka. waited for cynthia there, actually buying my bag there, but that good sister of mine, spoil my mood. lols, but at least she bought rose to make me happy :D lols den we walked down to cine find wejie & co; mao & everyone was there. slacked, then dine our late dinner at hongkong cafe :D before that, i, cynthia & weijie kept walking round & rounds inside cine (: ate; den had a stick. den we cabbed back home. :D

TODAY;

i went school today, same thing. people saying stuffs. _l_ one word " fuck off" ! want say, come infront alright? don't say people's back. wuji come, i'll wait ^^ lesson per-normal. morning i gave benjamin the present, surprisingly he gave me a shades :D den maths lesson till halfway, had fire-drill exercise. laughs; den went to field. later then, bell rang, finish school. had my maths test outside office, saw the 2c girls; confirm got feeling flunked _l_ ; lols; later i went to cabin and find cynthia & co. had health check-up. den later, i, lizah & cynthia went block to have a stick :D finally. den later went back to school for cca. till 6 ; i and cynthia cabbed home, onlined. prepared, met cynthia at the bus-stop. saw kuan & jiancai :D then met xiner inside the bus. off to timah. :D my fav place; (: bought daily's. den went to basement for pool :D saw malcolm & co. played, slacked. last few rounds, combined team with rayhan, while cynthia with malcolm; i & rayhan won :D lols. later had mac for late dinner, weijie & junyong came. after that cabbed back home. xiner came to my place. while cyntia & weijie came later at my house downstairs; :D

sisters ?

2008-02-13T19:29:00.004+08:00

Didn't attend school today; rested. went lot one in the noon, met cynthia, xiner, pohyi, connie & dennis :D slacked at lot one. ate mac, oreo cheesecake nice okay ! (: den after that went home.

feelings need to said;

Sisters; are you guys called sisters ? something happen to me, you guys without any concern, maybe a little ? ; and you guys still can happily buy your things for ur beloved boyfriends, joke among with yourselves. LOL laughs; sisters ! lols, won't be sisters again. and another one of them, teacher ask you not to go out with me often, you actually say "orh" & you don't know how to speak up for me, as you claim as i'm your good sister of yours? laughs. you all go ahead with life then :D

ps: i guess i won't be studying anymore.

after settling those stuffs with police & school,

will be considering whether to withdrawl from school anot.

should be dicussing with mum & dad first.

since my conduct is like that. no point anymore.

plus school dont have any trustable friends.

might as well quit school, take courses & work. yup.

INDIAN SUCKS !

2008-02-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

FUCKING INDIAN ! NBCB ;

FOUND YOU CONFIRM YOU DIE !

PREPARE TO GO IN AND FACE THE 4 WALLS FOR 10 YEARS MAN ! LOLS (:

CLAIM YOURSELF AS A POLICE, SAYING WE SMOKE. WANT CHECK ME; TOUCHED ME. STILL DARE GO SCHOOL PUT OUR EZ-LINK CARD BEFORE YOU GO; CLAPS !

GO DIE LAHS ! _l_

cried like fuck, den went school to report and everything, mum & dad came. talked to principal den we went cck npc to report, took statment and everything, police drove me around the area and look out for the indian man; but it seems nowhere already. went back. cynthia, xiner, weijie & arongkorn was there waiting for me. took final statment, den went off. arongkorn bought me pizza hut :D i left back home first. den after a while they came. ate den slacked, talk about the incident happened just now. that fucking weijie say i stupid. i know i'm stupid. i also don't know what. lols; went down to 7-11 bought daily's den slacked down there, 10 plus i went off. i think i'm not attending school tomorrow.

pointless;

2008-02-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

i've thought really throughout whole day.

it's pointless waiting for you, so now and then,

i won't think of you again. as i've forgotten you.

从此也不会去爱你或想你。

School as normal, morning Ms. chew came and check my attire & hair. she said " you look better uh? " (: laughs. den after assembly went to class for lesson. stayed till 4 plus. went benjamin's slack and play cards. i and dennis won money. thank us ! ^^ they left to teck whye to have dinner, while i cabbed back home. met bryan & melvyn at my house downstairs. he bought doughnuts & my seafood baked rice for me :D went up my house. slacked, melvyn went off to lotone. while bryan waited for me to prepared. den both of us cabbed to cck central there. i waited for him to buy dinner for his parent, while i waited for him inside the cab. den later went to his house. melvyn came. played cards. weilun arrived also. i won okay ! alot alot. (: den stayed at his house till 11 plus icabbed back home.

school tomorrow again. Fuck ! _l_

perhaps,

2008-02-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Although you left me, but i've decided to wait instead.

maybe i can't have you back, but at least you are kept as memories then.

prepared, bryan came to my house. he bought lunch for me. (: den we send me to woodlands. i went dennis house, while he left. den everyone came. cynthia, xiner, yunfeng, bensly, wesly, chunyong & junwei came. slacked there, later chunyong, dennis & sisters, went jurong enter. went k-box. evening, i, xiner & dennis went to buy ciggs & dinner saw alison & edgar over there. lols; filled up. den went up. sang till 9 plus. slacked outside enter, den cabbed home.

school tomorrow. _l_

can i don't study anymore?

getting easier;

2008-02-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

Thing are getting easier now, if people don't mention his name.
I'll be alright soon, definetly.

woke up, den prepared. waited for cynthia, xiner, junwei, chunyong, dennis, arongkorn & weijie to arrive. den one by one slowly arrived. (: played cards, i won money ^^ slacked at my house, till 7 plus. everyone went to lot one. bought ticket for movie, den went to eat with arongkorn, weijie & sisters. after that met the rest of them, watched: kungfu dunk rated 8/10. quite nicee :DD den after that, went down to arcade, saw pohyi & michelle. lols (: slacked at there, den went down to fill up. later i took cab homee.

So, what to do now ?

2008-02-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

Slowly, i'm forgetting you. yah, i'll be alright by that time.
Vanessa ! . forget forget forget . (:

Cynthia, Xiner & Connie sister;

Finally i know; treasure before it's too late. but now, it's too late. after all this while, i've thought through. maybe he isn't the one. i know you all showed alot of concern to me, tell who and what to choosed. maybe ***** ? i know i don't love him alot, like how i love that him as much. but time can tell everything. i know maybe i will regret choosing him, i know you guys don't like him. but what to do ? at least he treat him better than the other him do. but sisters, i will think twice. i won't do anything i will regret from now on.

morining woke up, prepared. and went daddy's side there. (: reached, everyone gave those surprised look. lols. den talked, slacked, ate den 3 plus, all cousins went to vivo. actually catching a movie, but tickets was all sold out. den decided going bugis there to have k-singing. was entertaining though. den later, i trained back to cck, cabbed to bryan's house there, met him. went up his house, quite alot of people was there. some left, den cynthia & xiner was up there also. later, went out to have a stick, den cytnhia & xiner met weijie & yiliang nearby his house there. after a while, i left to met cynthia & co. talked, slacked, den we cabbed down to batok mac. ate with cynthia & xiner, till 12 plus, we cabbed back home. (:

More pictures will be upload, all in cousins camera.

should be happy ?

2008-02-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

I know it will be hard to forget everything,
but definitely i'll try my best to forget.
although, you gave just a little love & care,
but just you're the one i love most.
but for now, seriously i don't need any love again.

sisters:
give me time, i'll be back to the vanessa again you all once knew.
although he left me, but there's still you guys right? sisters won't leave ^^

woke up, received red packets from parents :D den they went to bugis. lols; stayed at home, onlined. fill up, msn-ed with winstone. (: so muchh entertaining. thanks okay ! i know u're cheering me up. ^^ den prepared, sister asked me to wear same shirt with her. KNS ! (: went to eleanor's house. ate and everything. talked, den uncle fetch me to meet bryan. went up his grandmother house. talked, den both of us cabbed back to his house. slacked, den midnight, i cabbed down to cynthia house downstairs, met both of them & weijie. talked. they bluff me down. lols. quite a while later, i cabbed home :D

A new life;

2008-02-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

indeed, you left me. perhaps we don't have the fate then.
ex bf; thanks for the memories. i know i won't forget you easily.
but one day, i will be completely forget about you. give me time;
I know it will be a v. long time to forget you; but soon den i'll be alright .

ps: Anyone tell me what's LOVE ?
but i don't need any love again.

brothers & sisters :
soon, i will be back to normal,
i just need some time alrights ?
i know you guys concern me alot.
time will tell you everything.
and i'll think twice from now if i do anything. LOVEEE !

love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks _l_
love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks _l_
love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks _l_
love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks _l_
love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks love sucks _l_

cabbed to school today, had CNY school celebration. in the morning, after assembly. settled stuffs with teacher. _l_ talked . den went to find benny & co. (: the performance was quite funny actually. laughs; den after that. released at 10. went 163 with benny, dennis, chunyong, cynthia & xiner. fill up. den bused back and prepared. met cynthia & xiner, trained down to jurong east. met benny & his friend there. trained down to queensway. xiner extend her hair. saw colin, mingzhou & bryan there also. lols; walked round and rounds. den dennis & chunyong came to find us. a while later everyone went back to have their reunion dinner :D everyone came my house for dinner, den my aunt send me to lot one. i met chunyong awhile, i cabbed down to find bryan. he surprised me with a pack of cigg; lol. talked, den i cabbed down to cynthia & xiner place. chunyong & dennis came afterwards. talked. clock strike 12, dennis go throw all those packet drink that cynthia brought down, and shouted happy new year. lols. (: den after that, i, chunyong, dennis went limbang to get my sweets and cabbed back home ^^

What's the problem ?

2008-02-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

你要离开，要离开了。

you should know, i'm waiting for ur msg.

if you doesn't want to care me, tell me.

don't let me waiting like an idiot. please;

what's going on with you ? BF BF !

School was as normal, i took pills and i felt asleep in class throughout whole lessons. i don' need to do any work. LOL; den recess time, sleep while they are eating, they told me, vanessa, why today so quiet. lols; den they told me, think positively. ): went back to class for lessons again. den after school, went out school with classmates to fill up at block. den bused back home. got myself prepared & meet chunyong. trained down to queensway and find pohyi & michelle, re-extend my hair. waited for damn bloody long. lols; done. den pohyi & michelle left first. den i and chunyong waited for denis to come. den we trained back to cck. chunyong went home, while i and dennis went to lamsoon to find yunfeng, kinmeng & wesly. slacked. yunfeng going to bangkok tomorrow. :D he's buying me things. heh ^^, slacked. den dennis used yunfeng bicycle and birng me home :D

cynthia sister; i know you care, i know you don't like the other party. but, i've no choice. can you tell me what's exactly going on ? he can't be possible don't msg me for so long right? i don't know what to do. he changed. ): FUCK LOVE !

fuck love !

2008-02-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

*edited

I DON'T KNOW WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO;

BUT AT LEAST A MSG CAN ? IF NOT I REALLY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. please ;

but, seriously thinking. maybe you are letting me,

yah, it's not love. i've nothing to say. let's fate decide then.

but i really want to know what's going on. ):

you don't know i've been waiting for your msg,

for the whole night, finally i heard something ring.

was excited when it rings, but sadly. not yours.

you don't know how sad i was.

i can only, cry myself on my bed.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

我不怕, 怕什么,

我只想知道你在想什么

我只想知道你爱不爱我.

I guessed we need to give ourself some time then.

i don't know what are you thinking.

but at least tell me what's going on ?

i should be saying, thanks for the memories ?;

i don't know.

School was normal today, had EOA course work, den D&T. den math test results out. got 75/100 :D then mr.tan the D&T teacher was shocked. you get 75 uh ? LOLS. he kept laughing. (:

done. den went out school with benny & dennis. went to fill up. xiner & cynthia came after that, a while later. bused back home. onlined, till evening. i went to 2 head to photocopy my science papers; den connie & pohyi come and find me. pohyi went home. i accompany connie to go home and change. later, went down to buy lots of food. went to a void deck and slack. shared problems, we had alot of things to say; (: she told me alot of things. yah. den walked to 2 head again slacked there den took my papers, den went home;

ps : I'm still waiting;

it's going to be alright;

2008-02-03T11:26:00.000+08:00

WINSTONE YOU SEE YOU SEE ! I NEVER FORGET OKAY !

WINSTONE IS A NOOB DAMN NOOB ! ^^ HEH :D

Ps; you don't know how much i miss you.

Tears nearly dropped, just one msg please ? ):

BF ; what's the problem ?

got myself prepared, den left to meet chunyong at interchange. bused down to town. saw shihui there :D i helped her choose her CNY clothes ^^ lols ; they left, den waited for dennis to come. bought a heel there. thanks brother okay ! (: den left to cine. ate, den walked down to plaza. slacked den trained back home.

SISTER SISTER :D

2008-02-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

sister :D

woke up & onlined. den prepared. cabbed down to limbang to buy my dailys. den walked to cynthia house there. met; den went off to cck to meet jialing; trained down to bugis. walked. bought a dress & m)phosis bag :D den slacked at bugis. till 7 plus. cabbed down with them to eleanor's house :D happy 3rd birthday ^^ den slacked at her house. ate, talked. den went back to lot one. bought drinks, den slacked at void deck. talk cok. den everyone went home :D

i love idiot only :D

2008-02-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RETIREMENT; MRS SOH

&& HAPPY 1ST MONTH BFBF :D 010108

Being togehter for One month is just the begining;

there's still alot of time we need to go through.

bf I LOVE YOU :D

one sign for mum & dad _l_

2008-01-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

early in the morning.

she slap me,

she beat me,

she throw things at me,

& the most important one, SHE THROW MY CLOTHES AWAY !

i shall throw all vulgars on you ! (:

school as normal, till 1055 was release :DD rushed home, changed. den met chude at my house downstairs. trained down to jurong east. went enter there and got chude's pay. met benny there also ^^ had a few sticks, we cabbed down to penisular to get chude stuffs. after that benny went back to jp, while i and chude went town. waited for sisters & brothers (: while waiting, i ate LJS, den walked around fareast, aimed two clothes. den was waiting sisters & brothers to give comment (: . they reached. i bought the two clothes; ^^ den after that chude left. 5 of us, went wistma had our dinner :D walked everywhere in town. lols; den bused back home.

ps; thanks chude okay ! * secret secret : LOL -.-

today;

school as usual; reached school. lessons going on. had pe today; fuckkkk . LOL; den stayed at school till 4 plus; i walked to block & waited for chude. went to fill up, den sisters & brother was downstairs waiting for us; they left to 143 to have dinner, while i went home.

love; love; love; love; (:

2008-01-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend ! ^^

This treasure of love,

i'll cherish within my heart and soul.

How much i love you,

you'll never really know.

You bring to me a kind of joy,

i've never felt before.

And as each day passes by,

i love you more and more .

I THOUGHT I'LL BE STAYING AT HOME WHOLE DAY TODAY ;

den i told winstone i'm staying at home today; in the end i went limbang on evening -.-

winstone says i'm a good girl today ^^
But end up; i went out. LOL

Wilson CUTECUTE says i'm SUPERR PRO today, as i told him alot of r/s stuffs :D he agreed in everything i said (:(:(:

told xiner i w'll be going over lot one and find her & buy chunyong's advance b'dae cake. den met her & joyce also. bought the cake. went to fill up. den joyce went back home. both of us went over to limbang :D lighted up the cake. den surprised him :D den slacked there. then went to mac to eat. after that three of us; cynthia, xiner & i waited for calvin & his friend. lols ; i cycled his bicycle to the bus stop ^^ then he & his friend was kind to acc me & wait for my bus to come (: later on bused back home.

Calvin Calvin ! ^^

Chunyong advance & kinmeng belated :D

Things are getting better ; I LOVE YOU ^^

2008-01-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

prepared, pohyi came my house. slacked awhile; after that went lot one to meet cynthia & xiner :D we trained down to city hall, went penisular. bought pohyi's skinny. den cabbed to marina square; bought a mango top & blossomz one; yup. after that went to filled up while waiting for dennis & chunyong (: they bought so many things from queensway alrights; LOL. ate dinner. den cabbed back to penisular; fuck that taxi driver ! _l_ dennis bought a double colour skinny there. den met with calvin. long time no see already uh ! :D i still remember i always sat on his bio-bio bicycle & cycle around limbang ^^ went to fill up together. den after that he went off. the rest of us, trained back to cck. met up with weijie & arongkorn. slacked at a void deck. den went to buy his wallet & my hello kitty umbrella ^^ den 5 of us, went to my block downstair & slacked. later on i went home :D

as time goes by, eventually you are the most important person ! boyfriend :DD

yesterday & today's pictures :D

the feeling :DDDD

2008-01-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

went school as usual, class for lessons :D had cpa coursework; doing webpages. i & cynthia do the same thing ^^ branded bags :D ms zizi tell us those bags was nice one ^^ hehs ; den continue lessons; school ends at 130 today :D O'level results (: saw quite alot of people; went out to school, waiting for chude to get my daily needs, den saw auntie & pohyee :D talked about uncle stuffs, should we go back & work ? LOLS (: after that went to polyclinic to consult a doctor. there's so many people acc me :D saw gabriel & pamela there also. after that weijie & arongkorn came to find us :D den went to fill up, gabirel & pamela went off. bused back home. prepared met the dumbdumb couple, xiner & arongkorn. :D went lotone, pohyi came after that (: slacked at blocks; den went lamsoon. talked & & they sent me home :D

&& There will be only 最爱的 :DD

Arongkorn ! :D

today;

school was as normal; an announcement made; we are releasing 1055 on tuesday :DD claps claps ^^ lessons as normal. lesson till 130, went block with chude & xiner. den went 143 to wait for chude to buy the daily's ; saw yunfeng & jialing there :D talked; den cynthia came to find us from school also; den after a while went back to school. guides; sec one's are in already : D afterthat cabbed home. met cynthia. both of us trained down to woodlands & meet bf, weijie, arongkorn & guankai :D den slacked at woodlands to 10 plus. weijie & cynthia send me homee (: i love you okay ,sister!^^

度过了这一段日子，
你让我根爱你。:D
所以你必需知道，
我不可以没有你

A new beginning, a hard life ;

2008-01-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

met cynthia & xiner at lot one; bought xiner's contact lens at interchange, den went lot one to look for mine. then i suggested to go teck whye & buy. went to buy my foundation & off to teck whye. bused down there. ordered my contact lens. den ate at 145 :D after that, trained down with arongkorn & Bf to westcost. played audition , den guankai & weijie came. 10 plus cabbed home;

feelings was sorted out; but both of us it seems
getting further & further. evenutally i don't want that to happen.

I can only say I YYY Boyfriend ;

Today;

went school as normal, reached. flag rising & everything. den went back class for lesson. benny gave me one packet of those mini lighters :DD bestie besite ^^ den D&t i got my project brief done :D thanks benjamin Best Friend okay ! he give me the ideas; if not i will be staying back at school then. '-' after school went out to fill up with B,B & chude. they tell me those things happen when they was in remand. was funny actually. (: den after that went down to the coffee shop to find sisters :D xiner came after that. bused back to lamsoon. on the way there, everyone was telling me those things i always worried about. thanks sisters okay ! :D reached lamsoon. & cynthia knew those 2c girls was there. she went there to find them at first. while the rest of us sat the other side. cynthia called us & said chude hitted her, when she's pointing at his stead. one of those 2c girls. settled everything again. sua-ed. den went back to 423 there & slacked. after that went home.

i wonder why MCD is so humji; to protect himself.

he ask us to beat his girlfriend. seriously don't know,

why he need to do this. useless ! useless ! useless !

&& as a classmate i helped him with their relationship.

i don't know why there's a guy exist in this world !

There will be only you, now & then :D

2008-01-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

Sisters & brother :DDD

woke up ; prepared, met chunyong & dennis at interchange. saw malcolm & co :D den we three bused down to town. reached, ate. den waited for xiner & cynthia to come. walked around town. den bought a mango basic. den left to heeren, fareast, bought 2 dress. den dennis went off to limbang; while we three of us, went back to wistma to have dinner. on the way there, i & xiner was damn funny. i & her was filling up. we did super quick one :D LOL, saw a teacher there. luckily she didn't regonize me ^^ den 10 plus left to take cab home :D

I miss Bf i miss Bf i miss Bf I miss Bf i miss Bf i miss Bf

it's already 4 days. D:

brothers :DDDD

I need your warm;

2008-01-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

There's too much things i had to tell you,

i miss you i miss you i miss you ):

usual thing, school. boring boring ): reached school, flag rising. den went back class for lesson :D Mr.tan says : benny provide carry bag service; ^^ but only for girls; LOL everyone laughed. den after school, went with classmates :D to block & filled up. den saw auntie & pohyee :D auntie says i'm a good girl, den that benjamin told her : you don't know how jia lat she in school lors, always bully him . (: den went back to school for guides. till 7 plus cabbed back home. prepared, met xiner, cynthia, dennis & chunyong to timah. ate our dinner, saw jenson & co (: played pool till 11 plus den bused back home :D TOWN tomorrow ^^

Feelings aren't right now;

2008-01-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

I guessed, you still need some time.

as feelings aren't right now.

But i'm telling you, I LOVE YOU

DEFENITELY THAN YOU DO.

School today was same, met connie at the bus-stop (: she accompany with me to filled up ! ^^ den waited for cynthia & dennis's bus to come, board. den met zhiwei. all the same thing in the morning ; LOL. slacked at canteen. went flag rising; lessons started __Eoa period, Mr.ezra asked everyone had we done our assignment. silence a moment; he asked : ' Vanessa have you done your assignment?" i replied, OF COURSE ! everyone's lauging. LOL (: english period, done all the work. walked around, played. sat beside connie. we use handphone to call people. we call benjamin. he feel the vibrating, he go to the corner and see who's calling. then he come infront of me and laugh. :D science period, i went to benny place and shared book with him :D he's giving me the lighter i wanted '-' den talk cok with him ; ^^ after recess was maths test; i know everything ! congrat's me :D after that was EOA again, went lab. benny help me to carry my bag to the lab ; he told me, i kept bully him ; LOL. he still say i never help girls take bag one lehs; always is girls help me take. LOL ^^ reached lab, he complain to teacher i bullied him, in the end; teachers still helped me :D hehs ; den after school, saw malcom. (: den chude help me buy the daily needs :D den bought. we went up to block and filled :D den bused home;

Those dogs , useless !

2008-01-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

PASSERBY Z , PASSERBY : DOGS, are dogs. don't want be dogs then put your BIG NAME down alright ? don't waste people time out here :D you said i'm dirty, cheapo. i anything, as i know i'm not ! ITS DEFNITELY ! nb; want say don't say jiao wei. say things that are real ! i will admit that those things are real okay ! so don't come here bark non-stop. LEAVE UR NAME DOWN, ! now ;replying, WITH NAMES only ! spammers; you aren't good to anywhere, there will be a pay back time :D BELIVE ME ! DOGS :DDDD why just can't you guys be a good dog uh ? (:

Yesterday;

school was normal, had pink dolphin as usual everyday :D lesson was same. after school, went with classmate to block, filled up (: den bused back home. onlined, den went prepared, met cynthia & xiner at the lot-one bus-stop. after that met bf & weijie at cck platform. trained down to jurong east. met yiliang & co :D went vivo. watched "one miss call" starting was damn 3D after that was quite scary though. rated 7/10 (: watched then trained back home :D bf sent me home. :D LOVE LOVE ^^

today;

met up with same people as usual. went to school, lesson was same. school is boring defnitely. benny told me, how nice now is sept :D hahs ^^ stayed at school till 4 plus, den after school went to filled up with same people ; finally ! (: den later bused back home.

spammer fuck off !

2008-01-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday;
morning, i met chude at my house downstairs, he save my day okay ! (: thank thanks ; we walked to sunshine to get my sketch book bought. den walked home ^^ i slacked at home till cynthia came. den walked to sunshine, waiting for yunfeng & c0 to come :D ate, den slacked under my block. while dennis, chunyong, xiner & cynthia went my house for homework ^^

the passerby : eh, you dare come out talk, i wait for you. ! alright ? stop being one dog at the tagboard; yucks !

today;

school was per-normal today; school ends at 4.

I love boyfriend :D

2008-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Back from timah :D

prepared, 7 plus met cynthia & xiner ad central there, cabbed to timah plaza, find dear & co (: they played pool, after that they went for dota, actually we was audition-ing, fucking com ! all cannot __ went in & out. then went down to pool there find weijie & guankai. played a few rounds. den went up to find dear & co again. they played finished. den went to market there. slacked, talked den later everyone went home :DD

I love boyfriend alot alot alrights ? (:

Fcuk the 2c girls !

2008-01-12T14:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

prepared for school, met same people at the same bus-stop :D bused down to school. on the way, idiot called ^^ lessons per-normal; after school, had spot test; done. went to filled up with benjamin [: met sisters outside school. heard timothy came back to school, LOL (: went to settle stuffs with those 2c girls. wasting 1 hour plus to settle those stuffs, gabriel & alot of people was there ; yup . settled, she apologised. then went filled up again, with gabriel & co :D bused home, prepared, pohyi came my house first, den met connie, xiner & cynthia ad the bus-stop. bused down to timah; they played lan. while i, xiner & connie slacked down there; after that pool-ed. later, 5 of us cab-ed to 289 to find guankai & co :D slacked. i cabbed home with arongkorn, pohyi & connie (:

today;

i can see idiot later ! :D

itsjustlove

2008-01-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

i don't want lose you again,
like how i lose you last time.

I didn't attend school today ^^ how nice if i don't need to attend everyday (:, sleep till 12 plus, prepared met chunyong at 302 there, went to see a doctor, while waiting arongkorn came :D dennis came aslo; i'm so honoured there's three person came & acc me to see a doctor, doctor said, if i still have gastric almost everyday he had to send me to a test ? -.- nvm. took medicine, den went 302 for lunch . arongkorn treated me lunch :DD den after a while cynthia & xiner came, saw kuan & zhenzhou also; went carpark for a stick, walked to cck control, bid goodbye to arongkorn, kuan & zhenzhou :D den trained down to novena. a while later, the four of them went town, while i went gombak take my present (: met weekwan at there, HELLO KITTY ^^ hehs; den went 351 slacked a while, he send me to gombak control, he treated me magnum :D thanks eh; because of something, he had to use magnum to zip my mouth up :D i took a cab home after that (:

Its weekend already; (:

it's already been 4 days i saw idiot ):

- all i want now is idiot to love me more than i love him ;

i know its hard, so now, hope it will do ;

This hello kitty :D thanks weekwan okay ^^

itsjustlove

2008-01-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

Feeling wasn't right now, as GK told me .

like what he believes, if we two really wanna last long in this relationship, we two will be back no matter what the consequences is going to be! (:

he's feeling guilty , i know. but i didn't blame him at all right ? why should he be like that;

I knew you for so long, i know what you are thinking,

I'm still thinking why, why should we be together at first;

If had to choose, friends will be the best way D:

SCHOOL WAS NORMAL TODAY; went 143 for lunch, yunfeng came to find us. went to filled up :D den cabbed home; i'm not feeling well now. not going school tomorrow? guess so ; (:

loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveY

loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveY
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itsjustlove

2008-01-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

met junwei ad my house downstair as normal. den bused down to school. reached saw that bunch of 2C girls outside our school, we did nothing. den went in to school, saw gabriel & malcom, && that malcom always claims, i did wrong to bryan. fkk off ! den reached clocked-in area, saw that VIVIAN ! went up and ask her : go like this

me: what you want now.

vivian: what now want what ?

me: ur tag & blog lah !

vivian: never want what ah.

cynthia: want write dont dare say;

ps: seriously wasting our time on her, but she dont come guailan den nothing will happen right ?

ourfootprint-memories.blogspot.com

her blog type till so swee swee, ask us need we huan lo.

den step here & there not our problem, eh ! wuji

use black colour font la hor ! PUT BIG BIG !

after that went class for lesson :D Cme lesson was damn relax; talked, gossip. then saw those little cute sec one's went we are going com lab for CPA (: after recess, went back to class, i beat-ed chunyong, dennis was behind, he bully me back ! :D i said something till zhiwei, chunyong & dennis was lying on the floor laughing (: lessons as usual; den after school, i, benjamin, chude, guangrui, cynthia & xiner was benjamin house stairs, had a stick (: filled up ! ^^ den connie & pohyi came find us; den we girls walked to take bus, den all went home and prepare. prepared and everything, onlined a while suddenly GARRY PEH ask me call him, i called and chatted with him :D he's going army already && he told me alot of things. asked me dont touch cigg & alot alot. he admit he's like my father nagging ^^ i'm so good okay, i acc him talked from his house till he reach his workplace :D thank me XD after that i went lot one to find connie & pohyi. bought vodka & everything, bought my dinner, left to connie house. xiner & cynthia came :D ordered mac; ate, den drink :DDD xiner face damn red; LOL . after that, we walked central, i trimed my fringe. den went lot one bought sweettalk den connie acc me home :D thanks okay ! ^^

itustlove

2008-01-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

I don't want school anymore, seriously. faster N-level ; (:

School was normal, after assembly mrs wong came and talk to me. den went back class for her lesson :D she's always so humourous. hehs (: lessons going on as normal. had Dnt for the last 2 hours. i need inspiration for my DnT; after school i, xiner, cynthia, dennis, chunyong, zhiwei, & chude was going to benjamin house. slacked, had my nicotine filled, and i pat his dog to sleep, when his going to sleep that benjamin beat him and he wake up. LOL. after that we left his house went 143 for early dinner, den we left to cab home :D

Stupid boyfriend, you forgotten me; ):

Stupid bitches living around this world; that VIVIAN & co 2c;

say us EWW in ur blog ? okay then fine; shall see then.

make sure, put ur hands & mouth clean !

patience has limit ; if not i don't know what will happen.

Don't BLAME me !

itsjustlove

2008-01-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

i rot at home yesterday; my beautiful saturday gone __ ;

today i woke up & prepared, met bryan & that ivan at panjang :D lols malboro ice mint; cynthia confirm gien ! den after that chenpeng came :D den we went bryan house there; i & ivan don't want to go up his house; den we sat at his house downstairs; he called. asked us go up. then we went up. ivan claims his a sister :D den i had my magnum up there (: awhile later we went off, to plaza; they slacked there while i cabbed down to cck to find cynthia & xiner '-' ; thought of going salon, in the end went timah for pool :D den laoshu & co came ; LOL awhile later, we went beauty world to have dinner, den cabbed down to 289. guankai was there, den weijie came (: slacked; arongkorn & more people came. slacked; den cabbed home. school tomorrow -.-

itsjustlove

2008-01-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

school is fucked up anyway; lessons still going on. after so many days of school teacher just relised our long hair; LOL laughs- . didn't went for CCA; so after school, saw malcom den went with him & cynthia had a stick. :D finally . den after that went cck polyclinic to take no. den went 145 coffee shop to find dennis & zhiwei. after that walked togehter & consult a doctor :D waited. den yunfeng & daryl came :D den after that bused down to lamsoon. kinmeng & bensely was there (: watched them played soccer. den i went back home & prepared. cabbed down to panjang find laoshu & co :D den bused down to timah. a few rounds of pool. den left with bryant; i cabbed down to 289; suddenly my FT called me; lols he says i still have a v.good conduct & alot of stupid things; i make him till he nothing to say :DDD the fucking driver drove round & rounds; _l_ met cynthia there; quite alot of people there today :D den slacked . 11 plus; trained back to cck with cynthia & weijie; the dumbsters '-' . on the way back; was damn funny. lols went lot one mac; take out, den took bus home :D

Stupid boyfriend ; (:

itsjustlove

2008-01-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

same thing today; met junwei at my house downstairs, walked to the bus-stop and meet connie; bused down to school with xiner :D den saw jialing. hehs; den reached school. lessons was normal. i don't feeling like studying already; fcukkk. i just work hard this year; den i can don't need to go school anymore :D even ite; so work ward for this 8 months den (: after school xiner waited for us outside; boyfriend & weekwan was outside too ! (:(: laughs; den weijie came also. den after that bused down to lot one; met arongkorn while weekwan left. find pohyi & co. after that slacked awhile. den boyfriend sent me home :D

i hugged her to sleep everyday,

cause it was a birthday present from boyfriend :DD

he's getting nicer & caring.

he promised me he wont treat me badly again. (:

i love tohjunyong Y

I love idiot ^^

2008-01-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RETIREMENT MRS SOH :DDD

&& HAPPY 1ST MONTH BF BF ^^

Mrs soh

thinking back i was sec 1 & 2. mrs soh was quite pity.

i scolded her, throw her subject book in the dusbin,

bang the door, take my bag and went out of the class.

thinking at that time, was quite funny actually. lols ^^

BFBF :D

being loved by you, i'm damn contented already.

one month to be with you is just the begining.

there's still alot of days & years we need to go through :D

Bf I LOVE YOU !

met xiner to school today; to fill up before i went to school, saw jialing also ^^ i walked to lower sec canteen. saw lizah & co. gabriel they all was there. slacked with lizah & co. went back to class; den went down to assembly. was unlucky, being asked out from assembly. caught: skirt, hair. _l_ & i need to report on monday. lessons going on. recess time, went down saw timothy & jinru :D talked. den went back class for lesson. till 1 plus. went out school with chude & siokmin to fill up. den i and chude went back to school for cca. after that, met benjamin outside school. filled up together. den the acc to take 307 home :D as he need to go to report. :D den prepared.met xiner awhile to pass her ciggs, den i left to meet, bf, guankai & arongkorn. trained down to queensway. bought their stuffs, chenpeng working there :D lols. den cabbed down to bugis. met xiner there; lols ^^ edgar too. den after that, i and xiner trained back to cck. bought food. slacked at void-deck :D later on, homee.

itsjustlove

2008-01-02T17:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday;

around 5 plus; i went lot one with chunyong & junwei :D bought my school used stuffs; and den went to meet xiner & cynthia; they bought their stuffs also ; dne went to meet connie, took a bus down to limbang; MAC (: copied homework; luckily arongkorn helped me finished it ^^ should thank him; ya :D den after that at night i went home; dyed my hair. talked on phone with dear, den sleep. ^^

Today;

school started today; fuckkk ! ; morning, met junwei at my house downstairs, went to a bus-stop and waited for chunyong. den we board dennis, cynthia & xiner's bus; went school together :DDD everything still the same. except that there's no lesson today. (: after school reported to DM; i promised him, i won't touch ciggs again. (: he forgives, & didn't get any yellow card; XD den went teck whye; saw auntie & pohyee (: den ate there with xiner, cynthia, chunyon, dennis & chude. awhile later daryl & yunfeng came :D slacked awhile den cabbed home.

&& i only need to say ; I MISS BOYFRIEND ALOT ALOT ALOT ):

seldom meet-ups; feelings will fade ? i don't want .

itsjustlove

2008-01-01T02:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 :D

5 plus; met xiner, cynthia, weijie & yiliang at lot one opp; trained down to redhill. cabbed down to mount faber. waited for the rest to come. ate. slacked quite awhile den went all the way down to vivo :D lot & lots of people was there (: went up ; sat there till twelve. people screaming, fireworks started; the atmosphere there was nicee :DD den somehow something happen; * love love love; (: i will teasure ; i'm serious . '-' den after that went the harbourfront centre outside and slack; saw calvin (: since long i didn't saw him already; lol changed alottttt; hehs . after that guankai, junyong & me took cab. while the rest took train home. school starts tomorrow; should be happy ?

E day had arrived, i know i've been waiting for this day.everything changes till the clock strikes twelve. you know, i love you, like you do. i will treasure. belive me; as what like i said, you're the guy i love the most. I LOVE YOU :D I shall keep holding your hands & let never let go. 010108 :D

ONLY TohJunYong ^^

ELMO ELMO ^^

this dumbdumb couple :D

itsjustlove

2007-12-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

Has been days i ever since blog ; yup. (:

i woke up 9 plus today; i know it was damn early ; lol . i went to prepared and meet xiner & cynthia around 12 plus ? :D den trained down to paya lebar for hair extention; on the way there. connie sister called; den we reached city plaza; had our extention done; connie came and find us. she did extention also :D after that i went to get weekwan present :D den we went LJS to dine in (: had alot of talk there ; i know what to do sisters ^^ den we left to bugis. but connie left to find her boyfriend; bought our stuffs; i was not feeling well at that time; so we left. cynthia met her dumbdumb ad entertainment, while i and xiner went back to my house; on the way back home i vomited; lol . den went back home; i found that bryant neo shi jie actually bought ice-creams for me while he pass my book to my parents :D:D:D thanks for everything (:den xiner slacked at my house; awhile later, aaronkong called; he said he bought my christmas present ! hehs :D den after that i went down and find him. he bought those cushion that is some sort of glow in the dark ? hahas :D thanks ehs ! den i went back home; (:

2007 is ending while 2008 is coming; good or bad ? hais ;

This stupid sister ^^

3 Years of sistership :D

I love sisters :D

The hong eh ! (: connie :D

itsjustlove

2007-12-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

I've sorted out my feelings; but now. you are still so cold towards me, i still don't know why. didn't change at all. maybe you know how i feel, but why can't you just express out your feelings, Let's hope everything will be fine then.

prepared went to meet bryant at his house downstairs, went up to his house, sorted things out. actually went up to take my book back, we left his house, met his friend walked to plaza. den slacked at mac, laoshu came. after a while they left & i waited for cynthia & xiner. went LJS for lunch; thanks cynthia for the treat ^^ den after that i forgotten to take my book from his house. -.- xiner helped me to tell him (: den after that walked to opp ten mile & meet junyong & yiliang, awhile later mao, weijie, adrian came :D played audition, surf net. den bageh & their friends came. played. after that three of us went back to cck first. i bought magum. went home (:

SCHOOL KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME WITH HSA; SCHOOL LIFE WILL BE STARTING V.V.V.V.ERY MISERABLE. ONLY SCHOOLMATES KNOW. FUCKKK!
- conduct gone case
- Dm everyday;
- teachers lanjiao attitude.
seriously i regretted ! nbcb;

bryan neo shi jie:

" don't wait for me alrights, go find your love one again. treat them well & nice. don't let them treat you like i treat you. although we have to be seprate but at least i told you, you are nicest to me okay. don't be sad already, not worth it. i will remember, you bought dognuts everyday, bought alot of yakult as you dunno what i want, carry me up the stairs, fed me rice. i'll remember everything you done to me okay? maybe one day i'll return to you ? who knows; anyway take care. :D "

stupid pose ; LOL "DABBY" (:

itsjustlove

2007-12-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Wednesday;

evening, intending to go over timah for pool, in the end we went timah to eat our dinner (: den cab over to batok 5 head; was funny. we called and asked 5 head where, they say; vanessa ahma house there ^^ LOL reached; quite a no. of people was there (: slacking. some playing chess, some playing soccer, some slacking at the playground (: den till 12 plus, cabbed home as usual :D

Today;

1 plus, i went AMK with pohyi; as i'm meeting a seller there (: to collect, xiner, cynthia & my shirts there; actually going with them, but . you know, i know okay ! (: den after that went hub to have our lunch; after that i met xiner & cynthia at yishun, while pohyi went home :D they ate there, den after that called chunyong (: we trained back to cck, bused down to timah and meet him (: played pool. i won mostly ^^ *laughs . :D den after that played audi. police came screened us. luckily our cigg thrown to the floor. -.- LOL den it takes quite awhile. den after that went to eat at mac. den cabbed back home ^^

itsjustlove

2007-12-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE :D

On the eve ;

i went town with cynthia& xiner. as cynthia going there to get something for her dumb dumb bf :D while waiting 190 bus; saw malcom & co. && some sort of people wore costume i caught one guy wearing naruto cartoon character? (: sat the same bus with them; malcom sat with us :D reached town; we three alight first; went wistma, taka alot of time. finally i & cynthia bought a GAP shirt; xiner thanks uh ! (: * loves . till evening. actually going with cynthia, weijie & co one. in the end with much dicussion i left with the stupid, we went to find eugene & co. went cine. saw xiner as she left to find malcom & co; that means three of us went seprate way * laughs ; den we went cuppage. watch them play billard & dota :D den that stupid & i left to his house; played com awhile, ate my ice-cream den i off to sleep; while that cynthia at west coast drinking happily ): I'm back home now; christmas day i'm at home ; i'll celebrate tomorrow then ^^

ps: Something important i have to say; finally finally i know how much you love me. i know its late. but you should know in my heart you stand a place too; i know i'm selfish. but this are the feelings i have to say; you are once very important to me. now; i can't be selfish; defienetly, you should know. i know you are dissapointed; but now nothing could do now; you start to treasure/ change every thing now; but ...

I really can't sort out my feelings -

itsjustlove

2007-12-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday;

Evening time; i went out with cynthia & xiner. went novena first. bought a shawl there. actually going to get my bag. reached there, gone - then saw a bag there. actually buying, in the end decided not to. went to have dinner at AJISEN :DD nicee nicee; den trained down to bugis. bought a shirt & my bag there; thank luhs CYNTHIA ! XD den bought people christmas present; && that cynthia damn confused what to buy for her KOHWEIJIE :D den after that stayed for bugis quite long. finally; left that place. den trained back home ^^

CHRISTMAS IS COMING ! '-'

NICEE NICEE :D

today;

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNI & HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY TO SIS ! (:

i stayed at home today; boring boring boring. & that stupid boyfriend went bugis & town happily. LOL; left me at home. i did a card for boyfriend at home & wrap the present i bought for someone* ; evening time; my sis cut her birthday cake. her friends are around too; (: den afterwards; ate my KFC XD i'm damn confused whether which bag should i buy; fcuk !

WHICH ONE ? -.-

itsjustlove

2007-12-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday;;;

Backkk :D

Happy 17th Birthday Wesly (:

prepared; went bf place. he bought baked rice for me :DD lols (:

watched tv, played audition. den halfway both of us went his house downstairs,

to buy my royale cornetto (:*loves loves; watched tv again; life so boring luhs -.-

den afterwards night time; i cab down to timah, find cynthia, xiner, yiliang, weijie & junyong :

don't know since how long i went timah already ;x

three of them use one computer for dota ^^ LOL; dne afterwards left to beauty world mac for dinner;

only xiner & i ate, after that everyone went home (:

itsjustlove

2007-12-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

As usual; woke up den onlined. till 3 plus went to prepared. met wesly & daryl on the way to lot one. den went lot one find junwei & chunyong as daryl buying his bag there; den nothing caught his attention; den we went off to e mrt station, met cynthia & xiner ad the platform. trained down to commonwealth; some work, tanglin den some work holland :D i, cynthia, yunfeng, junwei & dennis confirm work holland (: uncle give those stocks was (: (: (: . den halfway, both i & cynthia went to takeaway for dinner :D den kept on slacking, in the end sales was only 100 plus LOL (: den 9 plus; i called the three of them; sales how much? den replied me : *laughs; we now eating never work; -.- went the coffee shop find them; watched wrestling; fun fun ^^ den uncle came to close stock; den went to auntie's side; kinmeng & all of them was there; XD stayed there for quite long; den uncle drove auntie back home, den yunfeng, chunyong to teck whye, daryl, junwei, cynthia & xiner at cck cheers there; den send me home :D

ps: my homeworks left undone;

Today;

Happy 17th birthday "wesly"

i'm going to bf place later on :D

i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss; bryant neo shi jie '-'

itsjustlove

2007-12-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

woke up, onlined. actually working, in the end didn't ; den 7 plus prepared to met cynthia & xiner at the bus-stop we always meet :D den bused down to town. bought my belt over there, den met junyong, weijie & yiliang (: my hello kitty ^^ had a stick first; den walk down to shaw house; reached, had some tiffs, as everyone don't know what movie to watch. but was funny actually XD LOL; in the end, yiliang & weijie go buy; den watched ; the golden compass; rated 6/10 (: den after movie, slacked. den cabbed home with cynthia & xiner; (:

itsjustlove

2007-12-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday & today;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :DD

thanks to those people who wish me happy birthday; (:

12 plus in the midnight, weekwan called. he sang birthday song for me ^^ lols

den cynthia sister, zhun zhun 12am send me birthday msg :D

i love everyone okay ! ^^ YYYY

but one thing; i was sick on my birthday; HELL ): actually going drink with weekwan and his friends one. in the end ):):):

i went out to town on 7 pm; met cynthia, xiner, chunyong & dennis (: den bused down to town. bought my clothes. (: i saw that SHILI again XDXD den went to ate swensen; (: arongkorn, weijie & tianfu came :D arongkorn bought me a cookie ^^ on top got happy birthday one lehs! LOL; big okay (: den tianfu surprised me with oreo ice cream cake; (: niceee niceee ! plus virgina slim UNO ciggs :DD den chunyong dennis left; we went taka behind there slacked. den walked down to the cathay; den walked back PC bunk; den slacked awhile there. den went to parklane. played few rounds of pool (: den arongkorn left. five of us cabbed to west coast park; ate my hotcake :D den xiner want to play playground. *laughs :D den after that sat down there; slacked den when going home. i saw ANGELA ! ^^ since 123456789 days i didn't saw her already ; den after that i, cynthia & xiner cabbed back to my place; ^^ den slept awhile, they left . den woke up prepared, cabbed to boyfriend place; he went down to carry me up :D as i was damn sickk ; reached i found that he bought me ZA golden foundation & new XXL mascara for my birthday; den he told me yesterday not foundation or what shit ^^ afternoon; went to eat lunch with his mother; den ordered my contacts; den cabbed back to his place. slept ; till night watch tv; den had a heart to heart talk with boyfriend; seems i ~~hurt~~ him alott alott D: after a while i cabbed back home.

itsjustlove

2007-12-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

onlined, prepared to meet , junwei * b'dae boy :D , guangrui, chunyong, dennis, yunfeng, daryl, bensly, wesly, cynthia & xiner (: dennis gf came also :D trained down to marina bay, den on the way. dennis says he forgotten to buy cake for his birthday; den xiner, cynthia & me alighted at city hall; went to buy his cake, den trained down to marina bay, they went to marina south first, while we three cabbed there; reached. ate, cut his cake, beside those group of guys, helped him sang b'dae song (: lols ^^ after that they went up for pool, went i & yunfeng bought ciggs; then he told me alot alot of things; he say we girls must know how to think. those stuffs (: lols. den we both went up to the pool there find the rest of them. pooled den afterwards, i helped junwei, guangrui, yunfeng to put foundation on their face :D && yunfeng want addition of eyeliner ^^ hehs ! dennis send his gf home, den we decided to go OCH :D den waited waited for cab. den everyone cabbed there, reached waited for kinmeng & dennis to come. went in. heard footsteps; LOL. den went out. tio caught by some kind of police. den we slacked outside. slacked till boring, they spared. lols i joined in the fun ^^ spar with bensly. but he didn't attacked back luhs (: my legs was swollen already. -.- den they decided to walk back to pasir ris. LOL walked walked walked... den there's a 7-11 at the petrol station. rest a while there. den there's a taxi driver was damn good. he agreed to drive 12 of us back to pasir ris. 6 people squeeze inside. den 2 trips (: he charged us 3 bucks per trip (: den slacked outside mac. too bored they decided went block shopping ^^ there's 8 of us. then divided to two groups. i was with yunfeng, bensly & daryl (: den nothing was found. but in the end at least we found something we like (: den met the reast of them. big plastic bag filled with shoes (: LOL. went back to find the rest who didn't go. den morning trained back to cck. had mac breakfast :D den yunfeng, daryl, chunyong & dennis came my house ; took the bicycle & choose their shoes, den slacked a while den they went home (:

TOMORROW ! MY 15TH B'DAE :D

on the way there :D

sister :D

2nd pic : chunyong, yunfeng, wesly & gongkia guangrui ^^

eating [:

stupid b'dae boy :D

yunfeng & guangrui ! ^^

after pool && YUNFENG MAKEUP (:

LOL

itsjustlove

2007-12-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday;

woke up , onlined. prepared to meet chunyong brother :D i bought green tea for him okay ! (: he was surprised; hehs ! ^^ both of us trained down to bugis to get junwei brother b'dae present. den bought my clothes ^^ he kept following me up & down, ROUND & ROUND (: thank luhs brother !! ^^ den a while later dennis came. i saw benjamin, wilson they all ^^ den walked. afterwards they send me to mrt station. while they went back to get their clothes den meeting cynthia & xiner afterwards. trained down to queenstown to find that stupid. :D waited for him to finish work. den bused back to his house. slacked. den he send me down to take cab home ^^

today;

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JUNWEI BROTHER !! (:

itsjustlove

2007-12-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

today; same as usual. went to work with same people, but wesly, zhiwei & tingjun came also :DD so like 987654321 hours didn't saw them already ; LOL. i went down to lamsoon find them; first thing i reached yunfeng told me the first thing : " vanessa, 有你最爱的 UNO 烟 lehs !" funny bodoh :D den had a stick ^^ thanks uh wesly ! ^^ den watch them played soccer. suddenly rain. wth -.- i, junwei & bensly bused down to cck interchange then the others stucked at lamsoon. (: saw kinmeng. den cynthia is already at there waiting for us. den trained down to redhill first to wait for them. i bought my stuff. den i thought my phone lost. den i told junwei, at rubbish bin inside . LOL (: den panic panic. called. kinmeng picked up the called. i forgotten i lent him my phone to call yunfeng. -.- LOL (: waited for them to come. den went the same block as usual. had some quarrelling stuffs there, with other people. den uncle lorry got drawn. uncle dulan luhs, first time lehs ! uncle drove us to our base. den i tagged with cynthia (: same thing clear stock :DD but auntie's one topsales. 300 lehs ! lols (: some 200+, 100+, 80+ :D den on the way back home. behind the lorry. was damn funny; den suddenly tingjun asked me : "你要不要听歌?" i say anything; he passed me one of his ear piece :D he sang the song damn loud. everyone was laughing ! den only bensely kan him ^^ hahas XD den some went 302, some went home :D

itsjustlove

2007-12-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

long time ago --

woke up, onlined. actually wanted to meet dear. but in the end i went to work with yunfeng, kinmeng, junwei, daryl, bensly, chunyong, dennis, xiner, cynthia :DD fun fun ^^ trained down to queenstown. at jurong, i saw shili & chris. the forever sweet couple ; (: reached; den find uncle. he was surprised to see me ; LOLS :D i treated him, dennis's otah (: lols den he drove us to our base. den i tagged with cynthia. at first, sales was buang case. den okay okay; suddenly a house. a uncle took out a 50 bucks. den i ask him buy 50 bucks one uh. he say okay :D when we taking the 50 bucks stock. he say too much. den we gave him a little. EARNED ! ^^ ; den sales not quite bad already. went down base. dennis & chunyong told us. they just ate rice, curry, prawns, soup. you know where they get from? those people ordered their dinner, den those people come send everyday to their outside door. they go take. LOLS :DD beggar ! den clear stock; usual; topsales :D den went auntie's there cleared. den some went teck whye; den some went home :D

itsjustlove

2007-12-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up , as usual. onlined. 3 plus i went to prepared, met brothers & sisters (: at cck central ^^ kinmeng was there also. he went to work while we went town. yongyi & co was waiting for the same bus also. den saw dear's friend jason ^^ in the bus; reached town. den walked; put ****-***** (: den went topman; guess; bebe (: i want those bebe stuff luhs -.- den dennis, bensly & the yunfeng came :D so like tttttttttthhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiisssss long didn't see them already; AS USUAL; GIVE THEM KAN -.- say i don't want power team ): LOL; ate dinner at wistma; dennis & cynthia treated me; thank uhs !!! *LOVELOVES Y den while waiting; i, yunfeng & xiner went to smoke :DD den went down to find them again ^^ ate; den went to take bus back to cck. yunfeng change his phone, den i, xiner, dennis & bensly went lot one. xiner & bensly bought their stuff. den chunyong & cynthia came up. arcade a while den went down mac to find yunfeng, junwei & wesly. after that i went home with junwei & wesly :DD

BROTHERS & SISTERS:

TO:

cynthia, xiner, chunyong, dennis & junwei [:

i know i hadn't been accompany with you guys for damn bloody long. i know i make you all dulan. ask me out . i dont want; i now will always make free time for you guys okay ?

I PROMISE ^^

i LOVE sisters & brothers :DDD

**edited

You, you & you;;

why can't i go find those group of people? they are just my friends what. also not go find them will die. i know you jealous. but why can't give in. den so selfish, other people can find, they can't ? since, i make you so pain. why dont you go find other people wont make you till like this then. better right ? now you wei le them quarrel with me. i anything. i told you, i now will long long go meet one time. den also can't . don't know what you thinking luhs ! if you want end this relationship. den let it be. As i know you don't trust me (: maybe ~~ending~~ this relationship will be better, den wont be so much pain . you told me, not you dont trust me, is you dont trust them. yah; excuses . i know you dont even trust me right ?

although now was alright already, but those feeling was different from the few days back. i know you love me alot alot. & you are trying to win him my heart. but something you don't know that it's not this way you treat me, den you will win my heart.

itsjustlove

2007-12-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

same thing in the morning; onlined as usual . den waited for dear's call. went to prepared den i lrt-ed down to plaza; junwei saw me . ^^ lols reached plaza, bought food for dear ^^ den left to take cab to his house, waited for the cab damn bloody damn long. i called him. complained there's no cab. den he ask me wait there. i ask him why, he said he need to call his lady-boss, den go kup my phone. den waited he actually cabbed down to plaza to fetched me. :DD *touched (: went his house, played audition; ate. den ask me go 6 head with him, he meeting friends there for bball. den i don't want luhs. den he left me alone at his house den he went to play. *bastard hor ? (: he came back. den i watched tv. at night his parents bought dinner for the both of us (: den as usual , he send me down to take cab home ^^

I'm damn broke now;
i need money for :

Hair extention
bebe jacket/tee/tanktop
new school bag
boyfriend shirt
& alot alot ):

itsjustlove

2007-12-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM TOWN. (:

woke up, onlined. dear called :D went to prepared. met dear at my house downstairs; den waited for cab. saw jingxiang; first sentence : 你有没有烟? LOLS; den gave him a stick. den was raining damn heavily. cab-ed to plaza. on the way fetched weilun. met his friends at pj plaza den bused down to town; reached town. stayed at heeren for quite long. den run to taka; ate seoul garden. they take damn lots of food, bodoh ! den ate. den went cine k-pool, played one round of pool, den cab-ed home with dear and one of his friend; :D

next SATURDAY my 15th birthday ^^, wednesday junwei's brother one; where should us celebrate ?

itsjustlove

2007-12-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

monday;

woke up, onlined awhile den pohyi came to my house. den i need her jacket. -.- LOL den she walked all the way back home to take her jacket to me ^^ lols thanks uh sister :D den she waited for me to prepare. den we two left to bugis. bought the stupid mini dress i wanted long ago. LOLS, den leggings, flats & a shirt for dear :D "see ! i'm a so good girlfriend right?" lols (: den after that i treated pohyi a late lunch (: lols ^^ den i trained to queenstown, while she trained to clementi to find sebas ; LOL (: reached queenstown. cab-ed to queensway. waited for dear to finish work; (: he alter my grey skinny already ; LOL ^^ den after his work his father brought us ; went to plaza. had dinner there. den back to his place. den awhile later i cab-ed home as usual ^^

yesterday;

As usual; onlined in the morning. den prepared to meet dear at cck control station. "he bought teens, teenage & seventeen for me" *LOVESLOVES (: lrt-ed to his grandmother place. reached there "i found out that got a new version audition chinese songs one lehs" LOLS, stayed there till 3 plus; went plaza. for donuts & sweet-talk ^^ den cab-ed to his place. actually meeting that guai lan connie & that childish idiot michelle ! in the end never ; LOLS at his house played audition, watch tv. till evening. den when preparing to go his grandmother place again for dinner; dear pass me a comb to comb my hair. den comb x3 . den stuck ! idiot -.- my hair damn tangled already. den i tried to un-tangled, den whole bundle drop at lrt station. LOL ^^ den he said he's going to bring me for extention again on thursday :DD * you better make sure i tell you ! met weilun & melvin at his grandmother house lift staircase. den went to his grandmother house for dinner; (: ate, den awhile later went 253 with his cousin, sebastian buy ciggs (: den weilun, melvin, dear & me cab-ed back to his house; they played card, i watch tv. den till 12 plus i cab-ed home.

donutss !! (:

today;

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY STUPID DEAR ! YYY

itsjustlove

2007-12-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday;

woke up , online a while. den prepared to meet a buyer at cck control station. after that bused down to cck cc. met bryant :D laoshu & co was all there (: den they played their match; den i & bryant left to his place; intending to go over to bugis; den his friend don't want to go already. lols; den afternoon he cooked noodles for me ^^ lols xD den audition. at night went to eat dinner with his parents. den went back his house a while den i cab-ed home. came back home, they recieve the HSA letter; den scolded. den they found out that i smoke at home before. LOL (: den ask me go out of the house, den i go to the gate already, they ask me go out for what; lols. no brains- den i told them i dont want study anymore ; (:

Today;

rotting rotting rotting-

Maybe now i/you can't do anything for now.

But as we know that we love each other once right?

Those "love" maybe were not there anymore.

But i know you still care. & things may happen anytime.

just like now, maybe blame me ?
如果我说，我放不下呢?

itsjustlove

2007-11-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

wednesday & thursday;

online till afternoon; prepared den train down to queenstown, met a buyer; den cab-ed down to find bryant; waited for him to finish work. den after that his parents came & fetch us. ate dinner & bought my magnuem XDXD lols . den went to his place. stayed overnight there; he kept bully-ing me lors hor ? LOL (: den slept. till morning prepared went for his court. after that went back his house till evening, den he acc me to buy my dognuts :DD den i cab-ed home with him; (:

ps; I still remember those days, how nice you treat me, those days was unforgettable; & it's hard to let go, i know. it's really hard. but in the end i have to; you told me you was saded. & somemore. i was touched by den. but you know that it's too late to say everything out already. maybe there will be fate for us again ; as i told you,you are the guy i love the most :DDD

today;

onlined; 2 plus meet weikwan at gombak control station, den we went to eat our lunchl he treat me today ^^ lols ; den afterwards slacked at 5 head there quite a while den we cab-ed down to imm; bought red wine; LOL ^^ den bus-ed back 5 head met his friends there; drank den evening cynthia & xiner came; slacked afterwards more & more people came . den kept on slacking; weijie, yiliang, mao & bageh came in the end, a while later i left home with cynthia & xiner, went my house nearby 7-11 bought foods & alcohol (: den went up my house; drink & eat LOLS (: after dat they went to meet their friends ^^

weekwan !! ^^

2007-11-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

Fcuk the HSA (:

Sunday;

woke up went online as usual; i told my mum about my stuffs; then i can't go out; but actually meeting weikwan first at batok. but in the end i came out ; LOL (: prepared ; trained down to queensway, find bryant :DD waited for him to finish work, den i & him went down to find his parents, den we went to jurong there to eat ; yah ^^ after that i went to his house for audition ;DD den i cab-ed home .

monday;

all as usual; den prepared, den i trained down to meet a buyer at amk ; bryant met me at there ^^ den afterwards cynthia & xiner came ; yah . den i and bryant left to cck first. waited for his friend to come; ltr-ed down to plaza. bought my donut den we left to bryant's house. after a while, went timah; met xiner & malcom first, played pool. den dennis & co came (: den 7 plus i saw guankai walking in the back door ; den confirm weijie & co will be there ;D lols; when i left with bryant, i saw weijie & co down there; lols ^^ den after that we bused back to his house ^^ audition (: cab-ed home then XD

yesterday;

woke up, online a while den prepared , cab-ed to bryant place, met him & laoshu at his house nearby (: he boguht missy donuts, yakults, sweet-talk & my UNO ciggs (: we went up to his house, after a while both of his friends came up also ; all of them drank all my yakults away; LOL (: den around evening all of them went back; den night time i cab-ed home as usual ;DD

I Y BRYANT NEO SHI JIE :DDDDD

-you said it's meaningless now , as you should know how you treat me then ; i know there wont be any hope or what ; but at least i know, how well & nice you treat me in the past . for now, it will be memories den ; (: ,maybe you would be seeing this, i dont know- . as you know i've been waiting for you for one long whole year, but i've given up for a long time as said ; take care den.

itsjustlove

2007-11-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Met shili today, to queensway. at cck, i saw jingxiang. LOL talk to him, send songs to him. LOL (: den met shili at jurong. we went queensway as shili doing slogan tee preorder. den also waited for bryan & co to come; they came. den the boss says, i'm starting work on jan 2008 sat & sun, den bryan says he ask me go over taka and work first. (: sunday then can know e ans; lols after that, actually bused down to town, den sat overhead, in the end i, bryan & shili cab-ed back as shili going to pass present to guankai at jurong. den i alight at my house. (: tomorrow timah or home ? -.-

你比我更清楚你对我多好多温柔多认真不构成爱我的资格除非你只看着我想着我只有我爱本来就该独一无二为你伤心多一点少一点流下的眼泪都一样不值得世界上那么多人只有我一个人能拯救自己的快乐不要再为你哭了